Friday, May 23, 2008

The dream

I am haunted by this reacurring dream I am having. Of a little boy around my little boys age that is being hurt. I am trying to protect him and I end up holding my son and this little boy on the ground of my daughters school underneath me. Like a bird holding it's chicks under wings. I have my son and I know he's safe so I look over to this little boy...I see his face clear and he's looking at my son. Then across my cheast these two boys join hands and I say it's okay Jonathan, I got you...it's okay baby. and their hands clasped together is the last image I have. After this I have dreams of him playing with my son. Sleeping in the same room and I even mumble to my husband to "check on the boys" or make sure Rossi and Jonathan are still asleep. As he's leaving, I'm half asleep saying this....not aware then he starts asking me about it and as I'm waking up I realize what I have said. I'm not quite sure what to do about this. Is God giving me a dream of a boy that's to come...of one that I've lost? Were Rossi and Jonathan the twins that I carried and miscarried and begged God for only to recieve one of the two? Or is jonathan a boy that I'm supposed to be on the watch for? A boy that we should be adopting? I'm puzzled and that image of those two boys' hands haunts me. I do lift it up to you Lord but please tell me what to do!

Saturday, March 1, 2008

The Snitch

So I was out with some girls and my sister yesterday and when I got home my amazing husband had the kids fed, in bed and even straightened up the living room....or so I thought!!!!
This was until my daughter,....who I lovingly call "The Snitch" tells me that Daddy fed her a burrito from the microwave and didn't feed Rossi anything but a baby shake..(which wasen't entirely true but it was close...lol) then she tells me that She got to have ice cream cause she straighten up the whole living room. lol..so I asked her what daddy was doing...she said...he was watching me! lol...which to her means she has such a great daddy to make sure she dosen't hurt herself cleaning! My Husband when confronted....lol...laughs and says....okay,...I shared my dinner with him and then gave him a pediasure to make sure he got all his vitamin...and as for her cleaning....I was supervising and delagating responsibility! lol....I love my man!!! lol